Barf

You know that feeling? The one where you put yourself COMPLETELY on the line over and over and OVER again and what do you get from it? Well, you get screwed. That's what you get. I'm a stupid girl. Who fell (hard) for a stupid boy. And it sucks. ...I've never felt this way...so sad and hurt. And the best part? I. Cant. Even. Talk. About. It. Why? Because no one cares. No one wants to hear it. But...that's fine. I understand that I made the mistake and that everyone told me that it would end up this way. YOU WERE RIGHT. I'm just...trying to understand. Because I really don't know how to wrap my mind around it. Why not me? What's wrong with me? ...I thought I was good enough...I thought I was fun enough...apparently not. Whatever. This is just me....bitter party of one. Happy Valentines Day,